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Saturday, February 25, 2006
Ya, I know I've been offline for a long while >.>
Bad news is, I'm not coming back just yet.
I was about to, and then this happened a couple days ago. Tues. Feb. 21st
This is not my station, but it is a station we work with, both stations have the same owner, so some of my coworkers work both stations.
I didn't know the guy personnally, but it effects me because some of my friends do know him, and they are upset.
And why did this happen?
Victom was going out with attackers exgirlfriend -.-
I'm not going to make it on much for the next while because I am going to be covering a bunch of shifts while some of my coworkers go adn cover some of the shifts of the people who are taking some time off.
News Paper Clipping Wen. Feb. 22
News Paper Clipping Thurs. Feb. 23
News Paper Clipping Thurs. Feb. 23 cont.
Posted at Saturday, February 25, 2006 by Neko_No_Baka
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Wednesday, February 22, 2006
Hi,..
It's been a while again.
I don't come baring good news this time.
There was a fatal stabbing, not at my place of work, but at another station not to far across town from ours, actually there owned by the same person, and so we kinda know the people there quite well. SOme of my coworkers work at both stations. So they are very much effected by this.
It doesn't really effect me much, not much that I'm letting on.
I do worry about some of my coworkers, and how they are dealing with this though.
On other news, I have been spending less and less time online!
...wait, thats not a good thing -.-
Oh well, maybe I'll find a way to be online more soon,.. though I might end up covering shifts some more, so that might not happen soon.
In March I will be headed for Kelowna for my eye exam.
Went to optomitrists to have my eyes checked up, he thinks I have Keraticonus(I spelled it wrong I think -.-)
So he spent me to a specialist, who's sending me to a clinic out of town.
Next month.
Um,.. ya, stuff.
So, I don't think I have much of anyhting else to say...
I've started writing again,.. kinda.
I hope to be drawing again soon.
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~Currents~
Listening to: Key of the Twilight
Drinking: Coca-Cola
Eating: Cashews
Item of the Moment: Green and purple monkey
Reading: Bleach 8, Santuary 4, The Highwayman...
Watching: Uninhabited Planet Survive 43, Naruto 155, rewatching all of The Slayers series...
Doing Online: Updating Blog, checking on my Travian account.
Offline: LIstening to the news, and wondering about things that happened at work yesterday night...
Moodishness: Sleepy, Talkative, Off...
Posted at Wednesday, February 22, 2006 by Neko_No_Baka
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Tuesday, November 08, 2005
I still have no home online...
 Well, all of those who know me, know that I pretty much NEVER cry anymore right? I ONLY cry when I'm REALLY upset. Right?
Actually, its only in the past few years that I've learnt how to cry gain. I went for a good many years not able to do it anymore, because I forced myseelf to stop. But thats a whole nuther story that is in my past.
Over the past few days I have been brought to tears about half a dozen times. All at the hands of one person.
And I don't think he even knows whats actually wrong, or just how badly I'm hurt from this...
I don't get hurt often, and when it does happen, it's ussually only a friend who can do it, because I don't let anyone else get close enough for me to care.
But I don't see how one person can be so cruel and blind...
He doesn't get why I'm suffering, and thinks we can just put the whole thing behind us, because he tinks he's come up with a solution! Except he didn't fix things, he changed something unrelated, and if anything, made things worse.
But,.. I can't hate him, or be mad at him,.. I don't hate my friends, and I don't stay mad at them. I just sit there, and hurt all on my own apparently...
I don't know. I think I should just give up the whole trying to have friends thing,.. It's great when you have them, but letting someone get close enough to hurt you really doesn't feel worth it at the time,...
I think I might just dive back into my lonely depression, and perhaps not come out of it this time.
Then agai,..the last time I was there I almost didn't come out of it alive...
I've lost my home online, and I don't have one offline.
I have some friends,..but it feels like its only a matter of time befor they turn on me to..everyone does in the end,,,I need to stop trying to find somewhere to belong,..
There isn't a place for me in this world.
Maybe I'll just go read my book and ignore everything, and hope for the best when I come out of it...
Posted at Tuesday, November 08, 2005 by Neko_No_Baka
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Thursday, October 20, 2005
Ya, so I dissided to shove everything asside to take some quiz's and make sure my getting sick isn't getting worse for all the work I have over the weekend.
I though weekends ment you get a break?
Posted at Thursday, October 20, 2005 by Neko_No_Baka
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Hey look! ...Does it really look like I'm at work like a should be?...
Ya, I went to work today, and promptly called someone in because I was not well enough to be there.
I don't have time to be sick right now, I have way to much in my shcedual each day. You all already know that I don't ussaully sleep.
Ya, there have been alot of things pissing me off lately to, those who have been around me at the times of them happening know about them, and I'm not ussualy one to rant out at no-one or someone not involved. But ya, from the lady at work to the security guard, to people online, life really sucks when you try to be a nice person who just wnats everyone to be happy.
I thought I was going to say more, but apparently my body says otherwise, so I'm going to try and stop coughing long enough to run to the washroom and praise the porcelin god.
Ya, Ralph wish's to visit John today. _-_ Wish they'd visit at someone else's house and leave me be when I'm busy.
Posted at Thursday, October 20, 2005 by Neko_No_Baka
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Wednesday, October 05, 2005
Hey look,.. I stopped in again...
 And work again today ^^ weeeeeeeee!
Actaully, I think I'm in a good mood about it today. Though I am missing my online companions ;_; please forgive me more, I will come back to you....soon...
Sorry about missing the meeting last night to guys, but I should be able to stop in on my way to work on saturday ^^
Ya, well I guess everyone can assume why I'm not online like a should be,.. damn, I went from living online to living offline.
It's bad! Reality still sucks >.<
Pah! I didn't get to watch HxH on sunday either, but I did have a slushie at Dev's ^^
Posted at Wednesday, October 05, 2005 by Neko_No_Baka
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Sunday, September 25, 2005
whoops, I stopped again. ^^;
 Well hm,.. what have I done since I last stopped in here, um,.. lots?
AE was fun. Saving for AN now.
Oh, we hit a dear on my way to work yesterday. Ya, what fun at 5:30 am eh?
Um,.. hat else..
Oh, we lost a customer for Esso ^^
Ya, some lasy got really mad when we asked her not to talk on her cellphone while pumping her gas. It's a safety hazzard. There are signs right in front of her. *shruggs* meh, if she wants to be un safe a bitchy while we are polite and trying to think of not only hers but other peoples safety, she can go elsewhere.
^^ I know that like mithbusters has proven that the phone itself cant apparently start an explossion, but human error can.
And a cell phone while pumping flammable liquide increases the chance of human error.
Ya, I'm good not dieing at work.
 Bah, I'm a manga whore v_v I cant read enough lately.
I need more! Gimmiegimmiegimmie!
Need read more! *ahem* >.>
<.< nuthin...
Anywho, ya theres other stuff I've been upto, like hang'n out and stuff, but nothing to big.
Kelly hooked me on HxH >.< Like I dont have enough series to follow!
Ashley has me going on a bunch more now to. Tsubasa, Candigate for Goddess, xxxHolic, Crono Crusade, ect...
darnit, I need to plot a way to live a life bill free so I can spend more money on manga and anime.
Posted at Sunday, September 25, 2005 by Neko_No_Baka
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Wednesday, July 13, 2005
It's all true on that one blue.
They're all out to make money, ane thats all they care about.
The size and quiality has gone down in everything, including service, while the prices just keep climbing.
Prices rise, wages lower.
>.< Society these days just gives me a headache.
The people in charge are all retarded monkeys, and the people who know how to make things better, are the ones at the bottem of the barrel being ignored.
You can sell just about anything to anyone these days.
Anything as long as it's not the truth, or an answer that would solve the problem.
When are people gonna wake up and start taking responcability for their actions?
When are people going to start caring more about quality and respect over how much they can pocket in profit?
From the way things are going, not any time in my life time apparently.
Posted at Wednesday, July 13, 2005 by Neko_No_Baka
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